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I am not only a mother of four distinctly variable and wonderful adult children but also three interesting step-children as well. I have four incredible grandsons and two beautiful bi-racial grand-daughters who I would loved to see more. My life experiences that coexist with deep seeded chronic depression and uncontrolled internal pain have caused me to reflect, ponder, wallow, and root out my own methods for Mental Health, Spiritual Awakening, and Revelation. You as a reader may be able to relate to my experiences or think I am a freak. Who knows? You may even become a mentor to me and others. The opportunities are endless.

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Only God Decides Lyric - This was inspired by the death of my Mother Maureen Simons who passed October 31st, 1991. I never got to apologize for some cruel words I spoke before she passed.

Only God Decides - Lyric by Venus Pierson 12.17.15
 
 
I wanted to tell her I'm sorry
 
Erase the disgrace
 
Hide the shame from my face
 
Hide the tears I still cry
 
Tell me... Why can't this spell I've cast myself under
 
Fade into the mist
 
Just a memory once
 
Then surrendered?
 
Only God Decides
 
Only God chooses the time
 
The very day, the very hour, the very minute
 
Heavens gate chimes
 
You have it set in your mind
 
They're not worthy, they just don't deserve it
 
An apology in the wind
 
A time of my own choosing
 
Because, right now...
 
I'm mad, I'm sad
 
They're the one who is losing
 
Only God Decides
 
Only God chooses the time
 
The very day, the very hour, the very minute
 
Heavens gate chimes
 
Maybe next week I can start to forgive
 
Maybe on Sunday I'll let you in
 
Maybe by Wednesday I'll meet you in the middle
 
Maybe on Friday I'll feel sorry just a little...
 
Maybe it's my time to apologize
 
But I had to realize
 
Only God Decides
 
Only God chooses the time
 
The very day, the very hour, the very minute
 
Heavens gate chimes
 
He took you today
 
Before I could say...
 
All those things my broken heart should have
 
All those things my loving heart could have
 
All those things I was afraid to say
 
All those things waiting for that one special day
 
Only God Decides
 
Only God chooses the time
 
The very day, the very hour, the very minute
 
Heavens gate chimes
 
Now I can't say I'm sorry enough
 
I can't give you all of my love
 
You're in my thoughts everyday
 
Your in my heart in every way
 
And now you are gone so far, far, far
 
Smiling down on me from heavens stars


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