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I am not only a mother of four distinctly variable and wonderful adult children but also three interesting step-children as well. I have four incredible grandsons and two beautiful bi-racial grand-daughters who I would loved to see more. My life experiences that coexist with deep seeded chronic depression and uncontrolled internal pain have caused me to reflect, ponder, wallow, and root out my own methods for Mental Health, Spiritual Awakening, and Revelation. You as a reader may be able to relate to my experiences or think I am a freak. Who knows? You may even become a mentor to me and others. The opportunities are endless.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Love Shouldn't Be a Prison

Love Shouldn't Be a Prison by Venus Pierson

 Written on 6.8.16 for my Amazing daughter Tiffanie Love


You're worth so much more
Than what you're fighting for
Your vision's blurred
From all of the hurt

You really can't hide
What I see inside
Because honestly dear
I've already faced those same fears

I can read the words you speak to me
As my child, a Mother can see
Never doubt your worth
You've been a QUEEN ever since birth

See yourself through your Mother's eyes
Dry those tears; look to the bright blue skies
Don't let fools shatter your dreams
Don't allow shadows to make you scream

You're strong and beautiful Child
Raise your head and show your style

Love shouldn't be a prison
Love shouldn't be hell
You owe no one anything
But honesty to yourself do tell

Be strong, Be brave
No others enslave
Never doubt or forget
There's never regret

Live your life being happy
Yes, you, not for others
The heart is deeper
Thank a place for special lovers

Your path is a familiar trail
And only time will tell
Are you wise beyond words
Will your heart continue to hurt?

I see you little girl
Starting life in this crazy world
My beautiful child
Make dreams come alive

A Mom just knows
As the night winds gently blow



Monday, May 2, 2016

WHEN by Venus Pierson

When will the time come when we return to love and kindness?
When will the time come when pain and anger don't find us?
When sunny skies delight
When rainy days don't fright
Harmony is all our voices united

When will you use your anger to destroy your bitterness?
When will you use your love to forgive?
When will you use your hate to battle for victims?
Instead of beating what's left of life to live?
Harmony is all our voices united

When can we go back to a friendlier time?
When happiness isn't so damn ugly?
When can we compliment each other?
Without turning away to wink and look so smugly?
Harmony is all our voices united

Why is cursing the in, the jokes on you?
Why is it damned if I don't, damned if I do?
Why can't I win?
Everyone's a loser...
The battle we're in take a little look closer.

When did you change?
When did I change?
When did the world change?
When?
Harmony is all our voices united

When I'm in your presence I want to feel alive
When I hear your voice it makes me want to cry
When I feel your touch I know its the truth
When I see your aura I know your value
Harmony is all our voices united

When lovers don't lie
When addicts don't die
When heartache don't cry
When abuse don't hide
Harmony is all our voices united

Use your power for good
Make it clear and understood
Use your anger for love
Soaring high up above
Harmony is all our voices united.

Monday, March 7, 2016

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Daddy

This lyric is called Daddy. I awoke from a dream recalling some events from my past which triggered these thoughts and words. I wish I knew how to write music or could sing so you could here the melody behind the words and feel the emotional impact. So please just read the words and think about it.

Daddy
 
His hands were calloused from working on cars
 
Breath of whiskey night after night found at the local town bar
 
Fist like a hammer thrown down like Thor
 
Shards of glass all around
 
Dust settling on the ground as he tears apart the house once more
 
*
He's an angry man
A father who don't understand
The destructive path he has lead
Will create fear and dread
 
*
The children huddled up in the corner, heads down
 
Afraid to look up. Afraid to make a sound
 
Trying not to hear or see what they saw
 
But couldn't help themselves, peeked up and watched Mama on the floor
 
Trying to crawl...
 
Away
 
*
He's an angry man
Full of jet fuel drunk
he don't understand
that rage and fists of dynamite
will reverse some day
And he'll lose the fight
 
*
Black and blue Mama finally found her voice
 
No more patience, no more kindness, no more tolerance
 
Mama left behind the house of sticks
 
No foundation, only blood filled mud and broken bricks
 
She will cry for him not one more time
 
But the children are still in line
 
*
He's an angry man
Still drinking all day, it's his only plan
His boys now men, it's a level playing field
He's become weaker now
And his hammer does yield
He's a bitter man
 
*
The boys now men, they too find their voice
 
On has a hammer just like his bitter Old Man
 
The war IS on
 
Now Daddy understands
 
Just how it feels
 
When the love is gone
 
The lights go out, only pain is revealed
 
*
His son is an angry man
His son is a bitter man
Lost to drugs and alcohol
The relationship broken
Forever lost to all
 
*
His baby boy is angry too
A belligerent drunk
Proud to be like you
He's a mirror image and aren't you proud
He's an angry man
He's a bitter man
And... He don't understand